POSTED AT 11:38 AM
MY PARENTS ARE ARRIVING TOM!!!! :D
I can't freakin wait! They've been gone for almost a month. Weeeeeeeeee!
Watching: HBO
Feeling: unimaginably excited!
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POSTED AT 06:26 PM Fuck. I'm in a looooot of trouble. Got myselft into it and I've always known I'd get caught somehow. And the day has finally come. Slept through the rest of my afternoon and I dreamt about already having had the talk. I was crushed when I woke up and realized it was just a dream. Oh God. I don't know what to think. I really sorry for ruining my brother's birthday, though. :s I don't know what to expect. My brother just told me I had "a lot of explaining to do." What do I explain? How? Haynakoooooooo. I wanna sleep forever, with no dreams, no nightmares. Just... sleep. Feeling: stressed |
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POSTED AT 02:01 AM My stomach feels ticklish. I have no idea what's going on with me. I don't wanna go to school yet Anyhoo, I miss my parents already. They'll be out of the country until Dec. 2nd. Pretty much left under the custody of my two older brothers. But they've been nice to me :b Haha. I'm sorry for all the nonsense. I just don't have anyone to talk to. Haha. kthereimgone. Listening to: The Afters Feeling: weird |
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I'm enjoying staying at home. Seriously. I love it!!! I haven't been bored yet. :D POSTED AT 04:59 AM Great. I can't believe I'm going through all of this again. I'm up at 5am, with only my name and today's date on my Word page. After barely finishing my paper a few hours ago and running all the way from my house to Dela Costa's 3rd floor to reach the deadline, you'd think I'd know better than to cram again. But no! I'm too stubborn to even begin thinking about this major paper. I've 7 hours left till deadline :D You see, seven hours is a looong time, but I've been up for 18 hours already and I spent around three of that bullshitting a paper about Philippine Literature. Ugh. I hate how stubborn I am. I don't know what it's gonna take for me to actually care about this deadline. Fucked, I am sooooo. Reading: Maaari: Mga Bago at Piling Tula - Allan Popa Listening to: A Message - Coldplay (How inappropriate for my mood) Feeling: pissed |
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Vacuum State of Peace POSTED AT 01:06 AM Walked home all the way from Bellarmine earlier today. Wouldn't have been that bad but the sun's heat was fatuously embracing me with each step. Remind me to start bringing an umbrella. Anyway, I got home, ate (and finished) the burger and fries Inna got me from Burgoo, watched Totally Spies, tried sleeping in the couch but finally mustered enough energy to walk the flights of stairs and into my bed. I woke up when Ate Abey and Kuya Abel were just about to leave. And they did, after no more than 10 mins. That left me alone in the house. Great. Amazing night to stay at home. (Insert some sarcastic notice here.) To make my night seem productive, and rationalizing and practicing my choice to stay home, I started reading my Sci10 book. Lost interest quite instantly. But I didn't give up there. Read about Relationships for my Psych report. Woooh. Attraction, love, and loneliness. Haha. Anyhooo... The main inspiration for this entry is my psych poject. I started working on it a few days ago. But that's also the last day I've looked at it. Haha. I guess I'm stalling. Looking for the right time to be pensive and start contemplating on who I am, why I am the way I am, who I want to become (and why), and how do I plan on becoming that person. Yummy. Wait, how the hell am I supposed to answer those questions? I've these short scraps of text already typed out on my head which have Psychological basis but I kind of wanted to make the project that'd mean something to me. Whatevs. I'll figure something out. Reading: Sweet Valley Book Marathon! (Not Kidding) Listening to: Goo Goo Dolls Feeling: blah |
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